Sometimes doing the right thing requires you to take your mind/body hostage and MAKE it obey. This happens to the best of the best so don’t be discouraged. Flesh will never get saved so no need to be frustrated when it wants to act like a sinner. Just feed your spirit more so that when flesh wants to show out, spirit can MAKE it behave.
1 Corinthians 9:27 – English Standard Version (©2001) But I discipline my body and keep it under control, lest after preaching to others I myself should be disqualified.